Stuck in the Kitchen

I'm getting ready to do some updating in my kitchen. This is the weirdest thing. I can't wait to get it done, but I keep dragging my feet on getting it started. All I have to do is make a few phone calls to get the process started. I can't make myself make the calls. I think my problem is, while I want desparately to have the project finished, I can't stand the thought of living with all the mess in the process. Also, I'm almost paralyzed by the looming decisions that go with the project - you know, colors, materials, etc. ; not to mention spending the money. I keep telling myself that I must get unstuck and move on! HGTV makes it all seem so simple - they're in, out and done in 30 mins., and everyone oohs & ahhs and they all live happily everafter. If only Ty Pennington would ride in on his white horse and rescue me from this design delimma!!!